should I continue or finish it?

lappy, everything happens again.....the quarrel things........I'm tired of it.....tired being quarrel...tired of repeating the same topic why we quarrel.....I tell him that I'm tired but he said the same thing....he is tired coz I'm not satisfied about what he has done to me....of course I'm not satisfied....

what has he DONE to me?

would he start MESSAGING me?

Would he start to CALL me?

would he WAITS for me?

would he start the CONVERSATION?

everything I state, I'll be the one who will START IT....

what do I HOPE from him?

hopes he MAD at me?

hopes he SHOUT at me?

hopes he LOVE me?

yes..I hope that u love me..

is it true that he loves me?

that is the question...

If he love me, he will NEVER easily get mad, shout and off his hp....

I'm sorry for being not satisfied wit u...messaging for 2-3 message is it enough?

webcam WITHOUT conversation is it enough?

then TALKING wit u when u're outside is it enough for me?

For me, it is just NOT ENOUGH...

I want the real QUALITY TIME with u...HAPPY when messaging me...happy when u talk to me...but u're not happy...when I start to speak with u, will get MAD....

I'm tired to make u happy but I SUFFER.....

I'm tired for being someone that u not used to be happy....

I'm tired to feel the SAME things like dis...

I'm tired when u quarrel wit me I get the impact...can't sleep well...INSOMNIA....

I'm tired of REMEMBERING everything that u had done to me the whole day...

I'm tired to HEAR that u go to cc and hang out wit ur friends...

I'm tired feeling that I'm NOT IMPORTANT to u.....

I'm tired THINKING of u.....

I'm tired thinking something that make u HAPPY...

I'm tired and really tired....

Please make the DECISION for me....for both of us to be happy....

I'm SICK of it......

I'm REALLY SORRY dear.................

u never get the impact of all dis....BUT I get the IMPACT

I know u're tired, I'm sorry for blaming u.....

I'm sorry.....dear....